Wednesday, December 17th, 2003
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2:22 am
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Okay if you wanted to be added, add www.livejournal.com/users/eat_brains
I probably should have put that in the first post.
Meh.
Okay bye for real this time.
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Monday, December 15th, 2003
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12:02 am - Smile fuckers
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I have a new livejournal.
Comment if you would like to be added.
If not, fare thee well.
current mood: fuck yeah it's over
current music: The Bled- We Are The Industry
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Friday, December 12th, 2003
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7:55 pm - Oooh la la la la la la
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Work was slow today, they totally didn't even need me there.
Oh well. At least my headache is gone.
I got paid today though, and it was a pretty nice sized pay. And consequently I spent about a third of it already, on Christmas gifts for Nikki, Caitlin and my dad. But at least that is taken care of now. I guess I'll finish the rest on Sunday.
BLAH I AM SO BORED. FUCK.
current mood:  bored
current music: Kid Gorgeous- Morrisey Was Right
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12:10 pm - FUCK THIS
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I woke up at 6am with the worst headache EVER, the kind that makes you feel like you're gonna throw up and your head is in a fucking vice. Couldn't get back to sleep. At 7am I took some T3s and those make me so tired, I fell right back asleep. Woke up again a little while ago, still have the headache! Yay! So I called work.
Mere: "Hello?"
Me: "Mere? It's Tanya."
Mere: "Oh hey, what's up."
Me: "Nothing. Umm I hate to do this to you but-"
Mere: "You are not calling in sick, I have everyone working today, you have to come in."
Um. She told me last night that not everyone was working tonight. And even if tey were, she couldn't have called anyone in two hours early? I mean, she had no problem calling me in two hours early, two days in a row last week. And yeah, it is moonlight madness or whatever, but I'm working 2:30-5:30 and it is NOT THAT BUSY during those hours. I've never ever ever called in sick or missed a shift, I've TAKEN ON shifts every single fucking time they've asked me to, even if it means that I work six days a week.
I HATE THIS JOB. FUCK FUCK FUCK.
As soon as I get another one, I'm quitting. Fuck this. I'm so mad I could cry. But that would prolly make me throw up. Dammit.
current mood:  pissed off
current music: THE SOUND OF MY SKULL SPLITTING IN TWO
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Thursday, December 11th, 2003
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2:38 pm - Hungry Hungry Hippos
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One of my teachers is a sugar coated bitch who thinks I'm "very bright" but that I need to "work on my organization skills." (How observant!)
Another is a moron.
The third is probably one of the best men to ever walk this earth, and I admire him very much.
I am not going to be sad to see this semester go.
However, I do kick ass at 3am when I have five things due the next morning.
Greapefruit is awesome.
I am not so overloaded now. I have no homework tonight, and I don't think I am going to school tomorrow because I have a doctor's appointment at 11am, so I would only be able to go to like one class in the morning, and wouldn't be back in time for English. So why bother.
I am only working three hours tomorrow, in the afternoon. Three hour shifts are bullshit, but the less time I spend there, the better.
I think this is all I have to report on today.
current mood:  relaxed
current music: Beck- Where It's At
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Wednesday, December 10th, 2003
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10:33 pm - Aww.
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Tristan owns.
T<3T
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current mood:  loved
current music: Esthero- Windmills Of Your Mind
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6:35 pm - In Diana Jones and the Temple of Poon
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Reminds you of an ex: Converge
Reminds you of an ex friend: Bob Marley
Makes you cry: Hot Water Music- Bleeder
Makes you laugh: It's peanut buttah jelly time!
Makes you smile: The Postal Service
never want to hear it again: That goddamn Story Of The Year song.
sums up your teenage years: I'll let you know when I'm done them
You want to get married to: Hahaha.
You like to wake up to: Weezer, K-OS
You like out of your parents record collection: Black Sabbath, Iron Maiden
You love that you wouldn't know about if it wasn't for a friend: Every Time I Die
You love the video more than the tune: Blink182- Feelin' This
Reminds you of your first crush: Nirvana, Green Day
Remind you of your new crush: I don't have a new crush
Makes you think of sex: Deftones, Tool
Makes you think of being alone: Gary Jules- Mad World
Has only been released recently but you already love: New Blink 182, new Outkast
Are embarressed to admit you like: Nothing, why should I be embarrased to like something?
Perks you up: Reggie and the Full Effect- Love
You love to sing: Poison- Every Rose Has Its Thorn
current mood: I WANT FUN
current music: Nirvana- Jesus Don't Want Me For A Sunbeam
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12:45 am - Only In Dreams...
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I bought two new hoodies today.
It's a Weezer day today.
*Personal Reminder*
Due tomorrow: Hamlet soliloquie, introduction to English ISU and sketch of the rest of it.
Due Thursday: leaving home survey, teen pregnancy survey, questions for professional, questions for layperson/article/case study.
Work:
Thursday-> 6:00-10:00
Friday-> 2:30-5:30
Sunday-> I forget.
That's it. That is all I am working this week. No extra shifts, no comming in early, no staying late. I will refuse them! I need a life outside of Claire's! VIVA LA RESISTANCE!!!
Today I watched The Zombie Kitten and Miss Fish actually touch noses! Without hissing! I think they will love each other eventually.
Sarah and I decided that our teachers are going to hell for their powertripping homework assignments. And from heaven we shall send then three HUNDRED ISUs to do!! About ice cream and tea, the cinematic brilliance of The Evil Dead trilogy, summaries and explanations of each new Gilmore Girls episode. Opinion pieces on Disney movies. Comparison essays on: vampires vs. zombies, puppies vs. kittens, including case studies and pointless title pages. Etc etc etc. Also, they will be forced to listen to Jessica Simpson, The Moffats and 98degrees on repeat. FOREVER.
BRILLIANT
current mood:  working
current music: Weezer- Undone (The Sweater Song)
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Monday, December 8th, 2003
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9:05 pm - Eeep
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I am doing my University application right now.
I think I am going to throw up.
*edit* Okay if anyone could tell me what the FUCK my SIN# is (or where my SIN card thing is) I'd greatly appreciate it, and probably return the favour with one of my own, if ya know what I mean.
current mood:  confused
current music: Agoraphobic Nosebleed- Vexed
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12:50 am - Not with a bang but a whimper.
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The Kitten has succeeded in clawing my arms to death.
Apparently everyone hates me.
That's ok though.
Someone take me away please. If only for a day.
DieScrmng: you're the reason why boys are nervous to talk to girls
(gee Thanks tristan)
current mood:  frustrated
current music: Decapitated- Spheres of Madness
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Sunday, December 7th, 2003
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1:21 pm
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| Atreyu vs. Zao: | Zao | | Daughters vs. Charles Bronson: | Daughters | | Sparta vs. Billy Talent: | Sparta | | Every Time I Die vs. Give Up The Ghost: | ETID | | The Mars Volta vs. I Hate Myself: | The Mars Volta | | Alexisonfire vs. Underoath: | ew no. | | The Blood Brothers vs. Cirlce Takes The Square: | The Blood Brothers | | The Bled vs. pg. 99: | pg. 99 | | Saetia vs. Holy Molar: | Saetia | | Q and not U vs. These Arms Are Snakes: | These Arms.. | | The Postal Service vs. The Faint: | The Postal Service | | Arab on Radar vs. Melt Banana: | Melt Banana | | 36 Crazy Fists vs. Glassjaw: | Glassjaw | | Modest Mouse vs. Armor For Sleep: | neither | | Brand New vs. Saves The Day: | Brand New |
BAND vs. BAND; take your pick. brought to you by BZOINK!
current mood:  amused
current music: The Postal Service- Sleeping In
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Saturday, December 6th, 2003
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3:14 am - Yowzah
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Work is a bitch. Apparently I got written up (?) coz one night my recovery wasn't done well enough. Meh.
Nikki stayed with me all shift so we put her to work and paid her with lollipops.
After shift, Nikki and I went home with Kira and her boyfriend. Nikki, Kira and I got high in Kira's backyard and watched X2. I've never seen it before, I just watched it and I honestly couldn't tell you what it was about. Haha.
Tristan I didn't e-mail you coz I just got home. Sorry <3
My nose is still cold from forever ago. Where are my pajamas?
current mood:  hungry
current music: GY!BE- Dead Flag Blues
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Friday, December 5th, 2003
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2:02 pm - Sneak Preview!!!
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Yesterday just as I was about to call into work sick, the phone rang and it was Kira, pleading with me to come in to work early. Then, today, Nikki woke me up and told me Claire's was on the phone. So guess who gets to go into work early again today!!?!?!?!?!?! Do they not have any other employees?! Like. Seriously guys. Come on.
I was supposed to spend all day working on my English I.S.U. but now I can't.
I complain about work too much. You probably all hate me for it. But that's okay.
Ugh I am intensly sick. Kate I'm sorry I didn't go out with you this morning. We will do something fun soon I promise.
I am exhuasted of everything.
current mood:  listless
current music: Led Zepplin- Tangerine
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Wednesday, December 3rd, 2003
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4:37 pm - w00sh
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Endings are no fun.
But honesty is something I admire.
current mood: i dunno.
current music: AC/DC- Shook Me All Night Long
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2:45 pm - I should have ignored the phone.
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I am now working Friday too, 6-10. Claire's really is taking over my life.
I have been feeling very odd lately. Everything has been pissing me off or upsetting me, or otherwise causing some really sudden, unwanted mood swing. Too much insecurity about nearly every aspect of my life. I seem to have an inability to deal with most normal things, i.e: jobs, school, pissy bitchy teachers, friendships/relationships, REALISTIC future thinking, etc etc etc etc etc.
I apologize for my current stage of sucky-ness. I'm hoping it goes away soon. Maybe it's just some stupid quarter life crisis. Maybe I can sleep it away. HMMM.
Okay let the pity party commence!!!
Someone come do something with me Saturday! I'm only working til 9:00pm and I miss having some real, actual human contact.
current mood: paranoid, insecure, RETARDED
current music: Everclear- Sunflowers
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1:11 am - Lord all mighty!
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I have been sick today =( So I spent all day hibernating and watching t.v.
Today my magic 8-ball confirmed my biggest fears!! But then it contradicted its previous predictions.
Sketchy! Very sketchy.
current mood: apathetic
current music: Reggie and the Full Effect- Love
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Monday, December 1st, 2003
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9:34 pm - Shane and I rock the proverbial cashbah
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( It's true. We really do. )
This Friday is a P.A. Day. Not a retarded half-day. A REAL P.A. DAY. That owns. I also DON'T HAVE TO WORK ON FRIDAY! How much does that rule? A whole fucking lot, that's how much.
My throat hurts a bit though.
http://www.crimethinc.com/library/join.html
JOIN THE RESISTANCE! FALL IN LOVE!!! FIGHT THE POWER! HAVE LOTS OF SEX!!!
current mood:  sick
current music: Good Charlotte- Hold On
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Sunday, November 30th, 2003
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10:14 pm - Oh my god.
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I need a fucking vacation.
Jesus Christ.
isitworthitcanyouevenhearme
current mood: terrible
current music: The Used- Bulemic.
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Saturday, November 29th, 2003
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10:21 pm - Monster, Monster, Monster Garage
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Work was busy as fuck, then mellowed out and it was better. Kira brought me a skull sucker that made my mouth blood red, it looked like I was hemmoraghing. I can't spell that. There was also this really funky looking chick in the store. She was black and had this crazy curly hair that round like a 'fro but was just curls, man I love curly hair. And she wore 70's funk boots and a long fuzzy coat, she ruled. Bought earrings that remind me of ice cream, and talked to me about the places she's lived, like Seattle and New York and L.A. and Chicago. I told her I want to go to B.C. and she said I would love it. "The shopping is great!" Some people really make work bearable.
I organized all the make-up and was really pleased with myself. Of course it will be a disaster by the time I get into work tomorrow.
I tried to do my online registration for university but I got really confused. There are too many links and I have no idea what I am doing. I need to talk to my guidance councellor for sure, coz I might have different forms to fill out and shit. I also need a proof of enrollement letter from my school so that I can hand in my already-filled-out application for Ford's.
In ten months or so, I will be a student at the University of Windsor, I will (hopefully) be a Ford's employee, and I will (hopefully) be moved out. My step-mom already said she'd help me decorate my place, she's amazing with stuff like that. And my step-brother is a carpenter so...
I'm very excited for all this. (And scared too.)
I have to go read a whole bunch. Sarah did you get my message? Kate are we exchanging Christmas gifts?
???
Leave me notes ok.
current mood:  hopeful
current music: Choppers on the tv. This show rules.
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1:36 pm - Godammit.
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Boo is trying to kill me.
I feel better today. Sleep is such a great cure for EVERYTHING.
Thank you, Mr. Sandman.
My mom made me spinach pancakes (spinach, eggs, cheese, onions) and they are superb.
Today I am working 6-10 (I really do not want to) and then I am going to my dad's house for the night. Yay.
Tomorrow is the Slut Club Field Trip to downtown for tea so Sarah and I can complain to each other about dumb shit, then drink tea and have fun and feel better.
Kate- I am glad your date went so well. We will talk later.
I'm gonna do my online university application thing right now. Hopefully I can figure out how to do it because I fell asleep during the presentation. Heh.
No name blue juice is my favouritest thing ever.
current mood:  okay
current music: Saves The Day- Take Our Cars Now!
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